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Hi, good day to everyone. Yeah it is midnight here and I am currently writing this. I don’t know why I am writing this. I just wanna explode the words dancing in my mind. It’s really bad that I am abusing myself in overthingking those things that it’s obvious that I don’t have nothing to do with. It’s a busy day for me dealing with young ones.

Here I am now writing, I don’t know if there’s a point. I just want to put and share this. How my baggages heavy, you know the feelings that you have to share it with your family but you have to declined it and keep it with you. Because you don’t want to bother them. And they know that you are stronger enough. But they forget that you are just human, that you may burnout, and needs to comfort too or just a hug. Or hear you out to express what’s inside your chest.

How I wish they saw me crying too, hear me crying. It is so nice how they adore you for being such a nice and independent person. A tough as they can see you out of your closet. But deep in it is the hiding you trying to be a strong woman and independent person coz you think it is right thing to do.

Awe, I think it is over. It is really I need to share it. I know that I am not alone battling this kind of situation. Being soft is good too, sometimes we have to show it. It is not degrading ourselves but it is a courage to deal with. To feel them that we need them too.

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  1. Keep writing sweetheart. U matter. Your voice matters. And take care of U. If U don’t take care of U first, U can’t care for others. Sorry for my preachy. But just know, U R loved and I am grateful for U. ok?

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  2. cheriewhite says:

    You’re very welcome, Snow! 🙂❤

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  3. SnowHearT says:

    Thanks Cherie ❤️

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  4. SnowHearT says:

    Thank you. It helps ❤️❤️❤️

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  5. cheriewhite says:

    I’m sending loving thoughts and prayers your way, Snow. Hugs, sweetie! ❤

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  6. Hi, I took time off from my blog for a long time and now I’m back i came to see what poems you’ve been writing. I’m sorry to hear of your burn out! It’s ok to need a good cry and some support. That doesn’t mean you are not strong. Don’t be afraid to use your voice! It’ll probably help you and someone else without you even realizing… Anyhow, I hope you feel better soon…
    I thought I’d share this song with you…I hope you like it. 🙂 It can mean a lot of different things I think, but so, i included the lyrics… in case they R helpful, or if the link doesn’t play. I hope this isn’t taking up too much space on your comment section!!! Peace and healing and joy to u.

    I have a voice//Started out a whisper, turned into a scream// Made a beautiful noise//Shoulder to shoulder, marching in the street//When you’re all alone, it’s a quiet breeze//But when you band together, it’s a choir//Of thunder and rain//Now we have a choice’//Cause I have a voice//I’m not living to die//Don’t stand in a wasteland//Look at me in the eye//Stop living a lie//And stand up next to me//You’ve got to put one foot in front of another//With a hand in a hand holding on to each other//Go on and rejoicе//’Cause you have a voice//It is loud, it is clеar//It’s stronger than your fearIt’s believing you belong//It’s calling out the wrong//From the silence of my sisters//To the violence of my brother//We can, we can rage//Against the river//Feel the pain of another//I have a voiceI have a voice//And I let it speak for the ones who aren’t yet running free//It’s killing me//No one’s saying what we need to hearI will not let silence win//When I see all the pain our people are in//There’s no other choice//’Cause I have a voice//It is loud, it is clear//It’s stronger than your fear//It’s believing you belong//It’s for calling out the wrong//From the mouths of our mothers//To the lips of our daughters//We can, we can dream//Like our brothers speaking loud like our fathers//We can, we can heal//Can you hear us?Can you hear us now?I have a voice//Started out a whisper, turned into a scream//Made a beautiful noise//Shoulder to shoulder, marching in the street//When you’re all alone, it’s a quiet breeze//When you’re all alone, it’s a quiet breeze//But when you band together, it’s a choirOf thunder and rain//Now we have a choice//’Cause I have a voice//Now we have a choice//’Cause I have a voice//Now we have a choice//’Cause I have a voice

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  7. ☺️🥰💛

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  8. SnowHearT says:

    Thank you ❣️❣️❣️

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  9. SnowHearT says:

    awe, hugged you back too. 💕💕💕 Thanks a lot. 💗💗💗

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  10. 🥺🥺 You are not alone. Sending warmest hugs. ❤️ We are always here 🖐️

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  11. True writing makes me happy and I wish you all the best in success and as for me as a new blogger

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  12. 💖🙏

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  13. SnowHearT says:

    ❣️❣️❣️

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  14. Thank ya for the update and brown people Allahu God’s blessings to you and your family ⛄️ ❤️🙏🐕♒️👍🏾

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  15. SnowHearT says:

    Thank you ❣️❣️❣️

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  16. SnowHearT says:

    Thank you Cindy ❣️❣️❣️

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  17. sending big hugs and love to you so you can hold yourself lovingly! 🤗❤️

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  18. Tagalog?😀🙏🐕♒️

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  19. Excellent post and stop beating Ya up bc it only hurts ya. Assertive training and ya need to have a conversation ⛄️ ❤️! Expressing Ya self only lightens the load so at times ya must for ya very survival. Nice and soft are not synonymous 👍🏾! Sending ya 🤗 😚 and God’s blessings 🤔🥶🤐🤬😡🥸🥳😎🙏🐕♒️🎶💃🙌it’s okay to be an as swipes sometimes Jajaja ⛄️❤️😀

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  20. SnowHearT says:

    Opo, mabuti nalang at may mga ganitong sites para ibahagi ang mga bagay-bagay.

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  21. SnowHearT says:

    Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

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  22. SnowHearT says:

    Owkie 😊 Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

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  23. SnowHearT says:

    Yeah, It is. Sometimes we got a words from them that we can’t get from our love ones or for those who are we trusted much.

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  24. utahan15 says:

    just lay it down

    we ze alweys round you know?

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  25. L.K. Latham says:

    Yes, Seems that it’s always easier to share with stranger than with family and friends.

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  26. Alam ko mabuti ang ganitong situwasyon dahil marami ang inaasahan sa mga babaeng Pilipina, lalo na kung nasa abroad. Ito ang naging kalagayan ng asawa ko.
    Mabuti at mayroon blog bilang outlet ng mga emosyon

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  27. SnowHearT says:

    ❤️❤️❤️

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  28. SnowHearT says:

    Yeah I am 😊

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  29. SnowHearT says:

    Yes po, Opo tama po kayo. Stronger as we can in front of them.

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  30. Perditus says:

    You’re welcome. Look after yourself 😊

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  31. SnowHearT says:

    Awe, good to know I am not alone. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

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  32. SnowHearT says:

    Yes, opo. Tama po kayo. Stronger as we can in front of them.

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  33. Perditus says:

    You are in our thoughts 😊

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  34. Sometimes it is easy to share our feelings through blogging than with family members because, yes, we want to appear strong and we don’t want to overwhelm them

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