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Hi, good day to everyone. Yeah it is midnight here and I am currently writing this. I don’t know why I am writing this. I just wanna explode the words dancing in my mind. It’s really bad that I am abusing myself in overthingking those things that it’s obvious that I don’t have nothing to do with. It’s a busy day for me dealing with young ones.

Here I am now writing, I don’t know if there’s a point. I just want to put and share this. How my baggages heavy, you know the feelings that you have to share it with your family but you have to declined it and keep it with you. Because you don’t want to bother them. And they know that you are stronger enough. But they forget that you are just human, that you may burnout, and needs to comfort too or just a hug. Or hear you out to express what’s inside your chest.

How I wish they saw me crying too, hear me crying. It is so nice how they adore you for being such a nice and independent person. A tough as they can see you out of your closet. But deep in it is the hiding you trying to be a strong woman and independent person coz you think it is right thing to do.

Awe, I think it is over. It is really I need to share it. I know that I am not alone battling this kind of situation. Being soft is good too, sometimes we have to show it. It is not degrading ourselves but it is a courage to deal with. To feel them that we need them too.

Posted in Blog, life, love, Poetry, Stories

Something in Nothing

There’s something in nothing,
Clue for nothing is immense
What is something in nothing.
Glued for nothing is impeccable

Find out what it is in nothing
Thousands of emotions are hiding
To keep you important
Millions of reasons to treasure you

Hiding in nothingness is valued
To harness you with loved
To keep you grace and safe
In nothingness you are special

The something in nothing
Is not you to worry about
But to keep you calm
And not to hurt you.

Because in nothing
I keep you in touch
Waiting you to get cold
As I keep you warm in nothingness

Posted in Blog, Friends, life, love, Poetry, Quotes, Tanaga, Tanka, true love

Your Promises

I loved how you inked your promise
As you give me hope everyday
Your way to touch my soul
Endearing your promise

I loved how you castle your promise
As you moved the mountains
Crossing the oceans bravery
Building your promise

I loved how you strive hard
For your promises to me
To make me happy each day
Acquiring your promises

You know what is hurt in your promises
You painted, because you promised it
Not because you wants to grant it
You want to prove your promises
Not because you love it
But to colored what you paint.

Dull in a picture,
Like your promises, no texture
Full of hidden pain
Because promises,,,
Are meant to be broken,
Not meant to be fulfilled.

Posted in Blog, life, love, Poetry, Stories, true love

Forever Tomorrow

you are my paradise
that I met from nowhere
gives me a light from distant
my darkened shadow fade away
and ignite golden light

you gave me hope
to fill the crave of sunshine
immense the waves of oceans
feel the fine sand on the beach
bestowed it’s gloomy pebbles

you are my paradise
that I am going live forever
longing for memories with you
dear, please stay as my paradise
and be my forever tomorrow
Posted in Blog, Broken, Poetry

Sometimes

Sometimes,

You left of people without even noticing.
You stop thinking of them every day.
You stop waiting for them to reply to you.
You stop allowing them to take up
so much space in your life.

You move on,
You go about your day without worrying about them.
You stop expecting them to come back with an apology.
You accept that they are no longer a part of your life.
You just let them go,

Simple as that!
Posted in Blog, Poetry, Tagalog

Takot

Natatakot mawalan.
Natatakot mahusgahan.
Natatakot mapag-iwanan.
Natatakot maubusan.
Natatakot masaktan.

pero hindi nag-aalala
sa sariling kapakanan?
Ikaw muna bago ang iba.

Baka sa sobrang takot
at pangamba mo para sa ibang tao,
mawala na yung totoong sarili
at pagkatao mo.
Posted in Blog, Essay, Stories, Tagalog

Buhay ay Parang Hagdan

Ikaw? Nasubukan mo na bang umakyat ng hagdan, di ba nakakapagod? Akyat panaog ka para tunghayan ang buhay mo kung saan patutungo. Sa pag-akyat mo sa hagdan paitaas gaya ng buhay, sa itaas mo makikita mo ang liwanag ng kasiyahan at kaginhawaan. Samantalang kung baba ka naman naroon ang kadiliman na sigurado ako, na kahit ikaw mismo ay ayaw mong maranasan ang kalungkutan at kahirapan.

Dito sa mundong ibabaw hindi lahat ng bagay nakukuha mo nang mabilis o hindi mo pinaghihirapan. Kailangan mong mag-aral ng mabuti para makakuha ka ng mataas na marka o maipasa mo ang bawat asignatura. Kailangang magbanat ng buto, magtiis sa iyong boss lalo na sa mga katrabaho mong dinaig pa ang imbestigador sa pangingialam sa iyong buhay. Kung ikaw naman ay isang guro, kailangan mong magpuyat gabi-gabi para maghanda ng mga lektyur na tatalakayin sa klase. Hindi lang yan, kailangan mo ring pagtyagaan at habaan ang iyong pisi sa mga estudyante mong may tagalay na kakulitan at katamaran sa paggawa ng mga takdang-aralin,proyekto at portfolio. Ganyan ang buhay kailangan nang mahabang pasensya at pagtiyaga para isakutaparan ang iyong mga nais sa buhay. Mahirap man sa umpisa ngunit kalaunay masasanay ka rin at matutong makiayon sa saliw ng musika.

Kaya ikaw na habang estudyante ka pa eh tinatamad ka na, Aba! Mag-isip-isip ka na!!! Hindi sa lahat ng panahon kasama mo ang iyong mga magulang. Huwag kang masanay na laging nandiyan sila. Kasi dito sa mundo walang permanente lahat nagbabago at naglalaho. Kaya magsumikap para sa ikakabuti at ikakatupad ng mga minimithi mo sa buhay.

Huwag kang matakot na humakbang paitaas. Hindi mahirap ang humakbang paitaas bagamat nakakapagod kailangan mong paglabanan ang nakakapanghina ng loob sa iyong paghakbang. Isipin mo na lang sa pag-akyat mo sa hagdan paitaas naroon ang liwanag ng iyong pag-asa. Liwanag na siyang magiging ilaw mo sa madilim na kinasasadlakan ng kahapon. Kaya huwag kang titigil sap ag-akyat hanggang sa marating mo ang minimithi mo sa buhay. Tiyak ako na pagnaabot moa ng tugatog ng tagumpay walang hanggang pasasalamat ang iyong masasambit sa Poong Maykapal. Kaya kung ako sayo huwag mo nang hangarin pang pumaibaba. Naiisip mob a kung anong buhay ang naghihintay sayo sa ibaba? Naroon ang kalungkutan at pighati na ayaw mo nang balikan kaya humakbang ka paitaas at pagkatiwalaan ang Poong Maykapal.

Syempre kung ako ang iyong tatanungin, mas gugustuhin kong umakyat paitaas para isakatuparan ang aking pangarap at mga minimithi sa buhay lalo na sa aking pamilya. Nanaisin kong maghirap sa simula kung kapalit naman nito ay kaginhawaan ng buhay ng aking pamilya at ng aking sarili.

Ikaw? Saan ka patutungo?

Posted in Blog, Quotes

Mysterious Door

There are times we treat life
like a mysterious door
It doesn't open no matter 
how hard we push it.

We never noticed that a huge
sign posted there that reads

"PULL"

same thing with life;

We struggle.
We push.

We push harder until;
we tired
hurt
bruised
and 
wounded.

We forget that there's
a better way:

SURRENDER.
LET GO
and
LET GOD.

God planned our lives to be wonderful.
Lift it up to HIM.

"GIVE YOUR BEST AND GOD WILL DO THE REST."