Posted in Essay

I am Changed

You left me broken,,,

🤬🤬🤬

Don’t hope that after I move on and I am healed then you’re coming back,,,

I SWEAR!!!

You regret the day that you left me.

Person’s changed on how she felt pains.

Posted in Blog, Essay, Stories, Tagalog

Buhay ay Parang Hagdan

Ikaw? Nasubukan mo na bang umakyat ng hagdan, di ba nakakapagod? Akyat panaog ka para tunghayan ang buhay mo kung saan patutungo. Sa pag-akyat mo sa hagdan paitaas gaya ng buhay, sa itaas mo makikita mo ang liwanag ng kasiyahan at kaginhawaan. Samantalang kung baba ka naman naroon ang kadiliman na sigurado ako, na kahit ikaw mismo ay ayaw mong maranasan ang kalungkutan at kahirapan.

Dito sa mundong ibabaw hindi lahat ng bagay nakukuha mo nang mabilis o hindi mo pinaghihirapan. Kailangan mong mag-aral ng mabuti para makakuha ka ng mataas na marka o maipasa mo ang bawat asignatura. Kailangang magbanat ng buto, magtiis sa iyong boss lalo na sa mga katrabaho mong dinaig pa ang imbestigador sa pangingialam sa iyong buhay. Kung ikaw naman ay isang guro, kailangan mong magpuyat gabi-gabi para maghanda ng mga lektyur na tatalakayin sa klase. Hindi lang yan, kailangan mo ring pagtyagaan at habaan ang iyong pisi sa mga estudyante mong may tagalay na kakulitan at katamaran sa paggawa ng mga takdang-aralin,proyekto at portfolio. Ganyan ang buhay kailangan nang mahabang pasensya at pagtiyaga para isakutaparan ang iyong mga nais sa buhay. Mahirap man sa umpisa ngunit kalaunay masasanay ka rin at matutong makiayon sa saliw ng musika.

Kaya ikaw na habang estudyante ka pa eh tinatamad ka na, Aba! Mag-isip-isip ka na!!! Hindi sa lahat ng panahon kasama mo ang iyong mga magulang. Huwag kang masanay na laging nandiyan sila. Kasi dito sa mundo walang permanente lahat nagbabago at naglalaho. Kaya magsumikap para sa ikakabuti at ikakatupad ng mga minimithi mo sa buhay.

Huwag kang matakot na humakbang paitaas. Hindi mahirap ang humakbang paitaas bagamat nakakapagod kailangan mong paglabanan ang nakakapanghina ng loob sa iyong paghakbang. Isipin mo na lang sa pag-akyat mo sa hagdan paitaas naroon ang liwanag ng iyong pag-asa. Liwanag na siyang magiging ilaw mo sa madilim na kinasasadlakan ng kahapon. Kaya huwag kang titigil sap ag-akyat hanggang sa marating mo ang minimithi mo sa buhay. Tiyak ako na pagnaabot moa ng tugatog ng tagumpay walang hanggang pasasalamat ang iyong masasambit sa Poong Maykapal. Kaya kung ako sayo huwag mo nang hangarin pang pumaibaba. Naiisip mob a kung anong buhay ang naghihintay sayo sa ibaba? Naroon ang kalungkutan at pighati na ayaw mo nang balikan kaya humakbang ka paitaas at pagkatiwalaan ang Poong Maykapal.

Syempre kung ako ang iyong tatanungin, mas gugustuhin kong umakyat paitaas para isakatuparan ang aking pangarap at mga minimithi sa buhay lalo na sa aking pamilya. Nanaisin kong maghirap sa simula kung kapalit naman nito ay kaginhawaan ng buhay ng aking pamilya at ng aking sarili.

Ikaw? Saan ka patutungo?

Posted in Broken, Essay, life, love, Tagalog, true love

Himig ng Puso


Mahal na mahal kita mga litanyang tumutugtog sa aking puso.
Na para bang musikang
Nais na ihimig sayo.
Sana’y pakinggan mo at pakaingatan mo sinta.
Puso ko’y tanging ikaw lamang ang isinisigaw ay nakikita.
Pakaingatan mo sana at sayo ko lamang ito ipagkakatiwala.

Hindi ako mag-aaksaya ng oras
Alam kong ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin
Hindi ako naghahanap ng pansamantalang kaligayahan,
Nais ko ng isang bagay na makabuluhan, isang bagay na pangmatagalan.
Kung hahawakan ko ang iyong mga kamay
Hindi ko bibitawan.
Posted in Essay, Quotes

Life

Life is not about being angry, getting revenge, and being mean to people that have been mean to you. That’s a shallow way to live. Instead, lift someone up that’s pushed you down.

@JoelOsteen

The sweetest revenge is love instead of being angry 😤. Loving your enemy is the hardest one but if we can’t, we can pray to subside our emotions and let love conquer our anger. Be an inspiration to others. Be part of a solutions in every problems. Life would be the hardest but it is the most enjoyable we can have. Live with it simple, happy and enjoyable. You can live more not ones but dying is only ones. So take care of ourselves, love it.

Posted in Blog, Essay, Tagalog

Sanaysay| Entablado ng Pag-ibig

Paano bang magmahal ng di nasasaktan? Katanungang madalas sumagi sa aking isipan. Marahil ilan sa atin ang gustong pasukin ang mundo ng pag-ibig o di naman kaya napasok na ng iba??? Ika nga sabi ng karamihan ang mundo ng pag-ibig ay parang isang malawak na entablado, nariyan yung pasisiyahin ka, malulungkot ka at kung anu-ano pang eksenang iyong masasaksihan.?

Sa huli,

Ikaw pa rin ang magdedesisyon para sa sarili mo. Ikaw pa rin ang magiging direktor sa buhay na gusto mong naisin.

Gaano ka man kaingat magmahal, di pa rin maiwasang di masaktan. Minsan nasasaktan ka kasi nagdesisyon ka kung ano sa tingin mo ang tama, mahirap tanggapin sa una na pinakawalan mo ang taong nagbigay kulay sa buhay mo, minsang pinaligaya sa panahon ng iyong pighati. Pero kalaunan, ayan at nakakangiti ka na namang muli, hinaharap na naman ang bawat umagang puno ng pag-asa, mga unos ng buhay na dapat kakaharapin. Handa ka na ulit magmahal, hilom na ang sugat na sanhi ng kahapon, ngayon handa ka na ba ulit pasukin ang entablado ng pag-ibig.

Simple lang, walang masama kung susubukan ulit, iba-iba ang bawat kwento, at sa bawat kwento ay may kaakibat na leksyon. Aral na dapat nating gamitin sa pang-araw-araw natin na buhay, para higit nating mapagyabong ang ating sarili at lalong tumapang pa sa mga unos na kakaharapin.

Sa bawat sakit o sugat, di kailangan ang oras at panahon para gumaling minsan sapat na tao lang gagaling na.

Maging positibo kung nais mong pasukin ang mundo ng pag-ibig, madapa ka man bumangon ka ,ayusin ang sarili mo at lumakad ka ulit hanggang sa masumpungan mo ang mundong tutugma sa buhay mo.

Posted in Blog, Essay

PSALM 9:1

Hello 👋 everyone wanna share this verse. In the midst of this pandemic that we go through. We are in the war that we can’t seen our opponent. We are in the war where our nurses and doctors are the real heroes and all of the frontliners that keep on battling this pandemic. As an individual our main support that we can do is to stay at home to control the spread of virus. And stay healthy is our shield on our opponents.

We are on the war yet may I remind you to be more thankful to our dear God. Who always with us. Be thankful that you received miracles in life. It is not having a luxurious car, a new smartphone or iPhone, a grandeur house, or a bunch of food in your table and a trip on famous countries. But it is you wake up every morning, that’s the biggest miracle you have. Claim it every day!

We don’t know our deadlines here in the world. We only live ones or we only die ones. This lines makes me sense. We have to value our life. So appreciate every single things you have. Value it coz not everyone receives what you had. You’re more grateful than everyone. But be grateful because God loves you so much.

Prayer

Let us say this quick prayer from Joyce Meyer;

“Lord, thank You for loving me unconditionally and for guiding me to pursue Your amazing plans for me. I am powerful when I put my trust in You. In Jesus’ name, Amen.” #PrayToday #TrustGod

Give thanks to the Lord!!!

https://youtu.be/PYRgB26rPIs

Posted in Essay, Quotes

Life

Life is not about being angry, getting revenge, and being mean to people that have been mean to you. That’s a shallow way to live. Instead, lift someone up that’s pushed you down.

@JoelOsteen

The sweetest revenge is love instead of being angry 😤. Loving your enemy is the hardest one but if we can’t, we can pray to subside our emotions and let love conquer our anger. Be an inspiration to others. Be part of a solutions in every problems. Life would be the hardest but it is the most enjoyable we can have. Live with it simple, happy and enjoyable. You can live more not ones but dying is only ones. So take care of ourselves, love it.

Posted in Essay

Too Much Love

Because you didn’t want to lose him, you lost yourself in the process.

You became a girl who kept being mistreated and you formed a habit of saying “I’m used to it”. You became a girl who kept being unappreciated and you began to tell yourself “It’s okay”. You became a girl who kept being undervalued and you learned how to say “I’m fine”. You became a girl who kept being put last and you naturally reacted with “It’s whatever”. You became a girl who kept being taken for granted and you dealt with it by repeating “Everything’s okay”. You became a girl who kept being unhappy and you regularly told people “I’m gonna be fine”. And if you’re reading this right now, then you need to understand that no guy is worth losing yourself for, no guy is worth suffering for at the expense of your happiness, and no guy is worth tormenting yourself over for the sake of making him happy. At this point, perhaps losing him is the only way you’d be able to get yourself back because as much as you wouldn’t want this to be true, he’s the only thing that’s in your way of finding yourself and he’s the only reason you’ve lost yourself for so long.

Posted in Essay, Poetry

Fiasco

I don’t understand why I always failed

I don’t know the reasons behind of my failures.

Sometimes, I think I am so weak, brainless, and worst existence in this world is a failure. So many questions runs on my mind, I don’t understand everything on it.

Why?

I always questioned myself,,,why? Then myself left me alone, quite in a dark place. I can’t even understand what’s going on. All I know if I am in a dark no one sees my failures, no one judge my failures, no one compares my deeds to everyone, no one mentioned my mistakes, and of course no one sees my tears.

They don’t know….

They don’t know I am so tired of being mistreated. Why they don’t see my strength? Why they don’t trust me once to prove that I can take from that fiasco? Why don’t let me to prove failures are just a lessons to teach us not a word to describe one person and degrade it. You do nothing but put me in a jail of fiasco. You don’t even give me a chance.

But….

My life doesn’t depends on you always. I have my own life to view every single details happens to me. I can shine from my failures. I can shine alone unto darkness that you build on me. I can bright like a diamonds shimmering unto your casket. My dreams wasn’t your. I can be the light of my life through my journey.