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Hi, good day to everyone. Yeah it is midnight here and I am currently writing this. I don’t know why I am writing this. I just wanna explode the words dancing in my mind. It’s really bad that I am abusing myself in overthingking those things that it’s obvious that I don’t have nothing to do with. It’s a busy day for me dealing with young ones.

Here I am now writing, I don’t know if there’s a point. I just want to put and share this. How my baggages heavy, you know the feelings that you have to share it with your family but you have to declined it and keep it with you. Because you don’t want to bother them. And they know that you are stronger enough. But they forget that you are just human, that you may burnout, and needs to comfort too or just a hug. Or hear you out to express what’s inside your chest.

How I wish they saw me crying too, hear me crying. It is so nice how they adore you for being such a nice and independent person. A tough as they can see you out of your closet. But deep in it is the hiding you trying to be a strong woman and independent person coz you think it is right thing to do.

Awe, I think it is over. It is really I need to share it. I know that I am not alone battling this kind of situation. Being soft is good too, sometimes we have to show it. It is not degrading ourselves but it is a courage to deal with. To feel them that we need them too.

Something in Nothing

There’s something in nothing,
Clue for nothing is immense
What is something in nothing.
Glued for nothing is impeccable

Find out what it is in nothing
Thousands of emotions are hiding
To keep you important
Millions of reasons to treasure you

Hiding in nothingness is valued
To harness you with loved
To keep you grace and safe
In nothingness you are special

The something in nothing
Is not you to worry about
But to keep you calm
And not to hurt you.

Because in nothing
I keep you in touch
Waiting you to get cold
As I keep you warm in nothingness

Your Promises

I loved how you inked your promise
As you give me hope everyday
Your way to touch my soul
Endearing your promise

I loved how you castle your promise
As you moved the mountains
Crossing the oceans bravery
Building your promise

I loved how you strive hard
For your promises to me
To make me happy each day
Acquiring your promises

You know what is hurt in your promises
You painted, because you promised it
Not because you wants to grant it
You want to prove your promises
Not because you love it
But to colored what you paint.

Dull in a picture,
Like your promises, no texture
Full of hidden pain
Because promises,,,
Are meant to be broken,
Not meant to be fulfilled.

Forever Tomorrow

you are my paradise
 that I met from nowhere
 gives me a light from distant
 my darkened shadow fade away 
 and ignite golden light

you gave me hope
 to fill the crave of sunshine
 immense the waves of oceans
 feel the fine sand on the beach
 bestowed it’s gloomy pebbles
 
you are my paradise
 that I am going live forever
 longing for memories with you
 dear, please stay as my paradise
 and be my forever tomorrow