Looking at you
from afar
wondering
if we thought
same
but
then
I realized !!!
I am the only one
who thought this way.
I am the only one
who love you most.
I am the only one
who hopes for us.
Coz
It will never happens.
Never ever!!!
Tag: emotions
Good (Bye)
For the second time I saw you My hands is so cold My heart beat so fast Mesmerize me again There's a lots of memories Coming back and replenish The day that we are so happy And a magnetic feelings Same as yesterday The first time I saw you But things changed The sparks are gone I may missed you so much But not like yesterday I always say I love you But changed when I saw you again I admit that you hurt me so much The pain that you engrave Is still there in my heart And left a scars that I may not forget forever One I assure is my feelings changed I don't know why you're coming back Your words are full of foolishness I don't feel the truthfulness on it Sorry if I changed! You thought me how to be strong You thought me what love is You thought me what is pain for You know how I dreamed to be with you You know how I planned my life with you You know how much I love you But, you left me alone! I was so sad at that moment I even lost myself I even cried like a river The fountain of tears are flowing I walked in an unknown destination Wishing that we crossed are path But I promised in myself That if thus happens I am fiercely beautiful with dignity And I am strong and firm For the second time The love is gone The emotions are changed There's no hate Only fate that we aren't destined One hugged are we showered together Sign of forgiving and let go of emotions Subside it, Once again, Goodbye to you, my dear one!
Hurt
When you’re a kid and you get hurt
You cried loud!
To know that you’re crying
and felt that you’re in pain
Now that you’re an adult and get hurt
You silently crying!
To hide that you’re in pain
and nobody knows that you’re hurting.
First Choice
Your first
instinct
is always
right.
So,
always go
with your
first instinct.
Even if it’s a
bad idea.
Because bad ideas,
make good stories.
Tears
The rain falls
because
the sky can no longer
handle it’s heaviness.
Just like the tears,
It falls,
because the heart
can no longer
handle the pain.
One thing I’ve learned lately:
ACTION is definitely louder than WORDS.
But WORDS are still the medium of expressing your TRUE EMOTIONS.
Because sometimes even too much ACTIONS are still misunderstood, especially if it is IGNORED!!!
Silence on Dark
You can’t hear me sobbing
I wanna be alone
Don’t want to feel alone
It’s crazy
I am hiding through
This dark
To concealed my pain
Hiding myself
From people degraded me
Feel me ashamed
They’re done so well
My silence on dark
Gives me peace
Gives me a power
To shower my emotions
Crying out loud
My pain,
My heartaches,
Until get tired.
Silence gives hope
To get more courage
To have strength
And be powerful
Face the next day
With authority
to hold myself
And hugged it tightly.
Changing The Perspective
I look back,
On all the doings I’ve done,
The sayings I’ve said,
The thoughts I’ve thought,
And the feelings I’ve felt
I look back,
With disdain and regret
I realize what matters in life,
Is what I always forget
It’s always what I lack
I look back
How I’ve hated so much
All the people I misunderstood
All the emotions I didn’t understand
I was lost and had to find a way,
For those crude judgments,
Was what I had left to say
I look back
I realized that I was wrong,
That my conceptions of “evil” people had no excuse
And to waste life full of sin,
And to let those who trampled over me win,
Had no use
So for once, I decided,
To change the perspective
And now I look forward
I look forward,
And everything is going to change
I’ll never run
I’ll never hide
I’ll be heard
I’ll be seen
I’ll make new friends
I’ll keep the old ones til the end
But most of all,
I’ll flip my life to the other side,
The positive side,
And I’ll never be down
Once more my life will come around
I look forward,
And everything will change
I just hope,
That God will forgive me
For I became the person,
Both me and He,
Did not wish to be
I just hope,
That in his lofty heavens above,
There is still room for me,
In his heaven and in his love
There is nothing left to say,
Only change
And with this perspective,
I started to pray.
🙏🙏🙏
