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Hi, good day to everyone. Yeah it is midnight here and I am currently writing this. I don’t know why I am writing this. I just wanna explode the words dancing in my mind. It’s really bad that I am abusing myself in overthingking those things that it’s obvious that I don’t have nothing to do with. It’s a busy day for me dealing with young ones.

Here I am now writing, I don’t know if there’s a point. I just want to put and share this. How my baggages heavy, you know the feelings that you have to share it with your family but you have to declined it and keep it with you. Because you don’t want to bother them. And they know that you are stronger enough. But they forget that you are just human, that you may burnout, and needs to comfort too or just a hug. Or hear you out to express what’s inside your chest.

How I wish they saw me crying too, hear me crying. It is so nice how they adore you for being such a nice and independent person. A tough as they can see you out of your closet. But deep in it is the hiding you trying to be a strong woman and independent person coz you think it is right thing to do.

Awe, I think it is over. It is really I need to share it. I know that I am not alone battling this kind of situation. Being soft is good too, sometimes we have to show it. It is not degrading ourselves but it is a courage to deal with. To feel them that we need them too.

Something in Nothing

There’s something in nothing,
Clue for nothing is immense
What is something in nothing.
Glued for nothing is impeccable

Find out what it is in nothing
Thousands of emotions are hiding
To keep you important
Millions of reasons to treasure you

Hiding in nothingness is valued
To harness you with loved
To keep you grace and safe
In nothingness you are special

The something in nothing
Is not you to worry about
But to keep you calm
And not to hurt you.

Because in nothing
I keep you in touch
Waiting you to get cold
As I keep you warm in nothingness

Choose Someone who Choose You

Choose someone
 who wins your heart
 Choose someone
 who sees your worth

Someone that won't dismiss
 and not to bear you
 Someone that understands
 and appreciate you.

Choose someone 
 who stays and grow with you

Choose someone 
 who lay the foundations with you

Choose someone who choose you.

E-mail

an electronic mail
to send my virtual
hugs to you, dear

an electronic mail
to feel your warm
and feel your arms

an electronic mail
to send my emotions
and feel me important

an electronic mail
to feel me not alone
and you are there

an electronic mail
to touch my heart
and ignite my soul

an electronic mail
to holds our forever
and keep your promise
until we meet
and start to web
our dreams
you and i
together.

Why

When I learned
to wait,
Why you didn’t come?

When I learned
to be patient,
Why you give up?

When I learned
to love you,
Why you shun?

When you know
I loved you,
Why you loved someone?

This is an English version of “Bakit”. More power and Godbless. Keep safe always. – SnowHearT

Bakit

Bakiit kung kailan natuto
akong maghintay
hindi ka dumating?

Bakit kung kailan natuto
akong magtiis
doon ka sumuko?

Baki kung kailan natutunan
kitang mahalin
dun ka lumayo?

Bakit kung kailan
mahal na kita
saka ka nagmahal ng iba?

My Star

You are my star at night
shining at my darkest
glow in my catastrophic mood
shade with gloomy shadow
invade of astounding light
shows how beautiful you are

Star that keeps glowing
hiding in clouds and keep shining
the bests view at night
thousands of light that I found
but you are brightest of them
my star that I found in this universe.

Poignant Destiny

It is grateful
to have someone loves you
for who you are
Because you have accompaniment
for all of sadness

It is poignant destiny
Incomparable,,,
The Pain!
The heartaches that I felt
Until now,,,unforgotten!

I loved him so much
my knight and shining armour
That who isn't love me
The way I do
The way I valued him

This is the moment
I cursed seeing this world
I'd rather not to see it
Hence of my innocent
so I cannot felt this sadness

I really wanted to expressed
How deeply inlove on him
But his act,
The way he treat me
Shows I don't have any space on him

I am maybe the luckiest one
If he loves me too
But it would never happens
It is my poignant destiny
Written in my palms

I will forever choose him
Even if he feels me
That choosing him is erroneous
I will not throw away a piece hope
To complete his puzzle

Missing The Sea

Missing the sea
waves touches the sand
sky reflects to ocean
seashells on the bay
gazing to the view
I stare on it
sometimes I pick
not to collect
but putting into another view
pebbles and rocks
has stagnation beauty
that made in sea
to witness and mesmerize
the sunsets
I remember the golden rays
scattered on the oceans
I feel the nature
the hopes
an everlasting amazement
I walked into the seaside
touching the waves
let the wind touches my skin
I missed the sea
roaming alone
towards the stone
at ends of the bay
sit and feel the breeze.
remembering the memories
imagine the plans
live in this world
fight with spirits.

Walang Kwenta

Kami yung mga kabataan
na madalas sa lansangan
Walang kwenta kung ituring
ng lipunang mapanghusga

Walang boses na ipagmamalaki
sapagkat yaong mga gawa
ang hinuhusgahan ng madla
Sigaw namin ay bulong sa kanila

Hindi maririnig munting tinig
Walang gustong makinig
Pagkat sa kanila ito’y walang kwenta
Walang kabuluhan ang aming tinig

Bagwis nami’y di maikampay
Paano kami lilipad?
kung bagwis ay niruruyakan
niluray ng mga taong mapanghusga

Mahina sa kanilang mga mata
bawat kilos ay tinutuya
walang patutunguhan kung ituring
Wala kaming puwang kung matahin

Saan kami lulugar sa lipunang ito?
Paano kami kikilos?
Kanino kami lalapit ng aming hinaing?
Sino ang maniniwala sa amin?
Bakit niyo kami kailangang husgahan?
Ano ang aming dapat gawin upang kami’y tingnan na pag-asa ng lipunang uhaw at pagod na?
Pakinggan niyo ang mga hinaing namin.

Oo, kami ang mga kabataang patapon,
Kung inyong ituring
Kami ang tingin niyong dumi sa lipunang ito
Kami ang tinik sa inyong lalamunan
Kami ang tingin niyong sisira sa bayan
Kami ang tingin niyong walang dunong
Kami ang mga kalam ang tiyan
Gutom sa totoong pangangalinga
Hindi panghuhusga ang tugon
Sa bawat pangangalam ng aming tiyan
Hindi pangyuyurak ang tugon
Sa madudungis naming kaanyuan
Hindi ang pigilan kaming lumipad
At putulin ang bagwis ang tugon
Upang sugpuin ang katiwalian sa ating bayan
Hayaan niyong kami’y lumipad
Hayaan niyong mga bagwis namin ay ikampay
Hayaan niyong liparin ang bayang iniibig namin
Tingnan niyong kami’y pag-asa ng bayan
At hindi tinik ng lipunan.

Bagkus ang totoong anay sa ating lipunan
Ay silang mga edukadong nasa kongreso
Silang pagnanakaw sa bayan ang tanging alam
Silang tanging kanilang bulsa ang pinayayaman
Silang matahin ang mga aba ay sobra
Silang may mga kapangyarihan
At puso nila’y nilason ng kapangyarihan.
Sila ang totoong lason at gumugupo sa bayan.

Kaming mga kabataan na walang kwenta
Ang aming mga sigaw ay naghuhumiyaw
Ang aming mga bagwis ay kumakampay
Aming mga tinig ay umaawit
Pakinggan aming munting hiling at tinig
Buksan ang tarangkahan para sa amin

Sapagkat kami man ang walang kwenta
Sa inyong mga mata
Kami ang totoong nagmamalasakit sa bayan
Kami ang handang ipaglaban ang bayan.
Kami ang patuloy na sisigaw
Upang kami’y inyong pakinggan.

Walang kwenta ngunit mahalaga.
Walang kwenta ngunit kailangang tingnan.
Walang kwenta ngunit may puso.
Walang kwenta ngunit makabayan.
Walang kwenta ngunit handang makipaglaban.
Walang kwenta ngunit patuloy na sisigaw.
Walang kwenta ngunit patuloy na kikilos.
Walang kwenta ngunit makikibaka.

Kami ang kabataan na sumisigaw ng tinig.
Tinig na kakatok sa inyong mga puso.
Umaasa na pakikinggan niyo.
At kami’y pagkatiwalaan.
Pagkat tulad niyo.
Mahal namin ang bayang Pilipinas.

Kami ang liwanag sa bayan.