Wilderness

You are abandoned
And alone in darkness
You heard your footsteps
Walking to the absence of light

You heard yourself crying
Sobbing into tears
Finding for accompany
But no one is there

It's just you in wilderness
Shouting your silence
Longing for someone
But no one is coming

Your eyes is blind
You never seen the majesty
The blanket that prepares on you
To comfort you from wilderness

You are in wilderness
Appreciate it,
It is the season to grow yourself
It is the season to embrace oneself
Poured love and make it grandeur
Through your wilderness
You never alone
It has you to fight for it
To grow with eminence power

Wilderness is to switch on the light
That we need God
It is a buzzer to press on
To accept God
While we are walking on wilderness
He guide us and light up your way

So press the button
And accept God as our Saviour

Do remember;
In your darkest time
You are not alone!!!

Accept the presence of the Lord!

Unsent Goodbye

Midnight of shattering life
Mesmerizing our memories
Hidden deep in my heart
Tears are overflowing in sadness

Remembering you tonight
Whispering in my heart
The calmness that you gave
Through my darkest days

Wondering where are you now
You leave without any footprints
You walk away silently
For no reasons behind

You left unsaid
My tears drop silently
Words are falling apart
Even my unsent goodbye

Tutuyuin ko ang Iyong mga Luha

Tutuyuin ko ang iyong mga luha
na sanhi ng sakit na iyong nararamdaman
kahit na alam kong siya ang dahilan
ng iyong pagtangis
saksi ako kung paano mo siyang minahal
saksi ako sa mga ginagawa mo
para sa kanya
mapatunayan mo lang ang pagmamahal
mo sa kanya na iniaalay mo
Bulag ba siya at di ka niya makita

O di kaya marahil,
malayo ang kanyang tanaw
at di ka niya pansin sa kanyang balintataw

Gayunpaman,,,
Ikaw ay di sumusuko
kumakapit sa katiting na pag-asa
na ikaw ay mapapansin niya

Akong laging narito sayo
laging nasa tabi mo
Kailan mo kaya ako mapapansin
Kailan mo mapapansin ang aking pagtangis
na ikaw ang dahilan
dahil siya ang mahal mo
dahil mga mata mo ay sa kanya napako
dahil patuloy kang umaasa sa kanya

Kailan mo tutuyuin ang aking mga luha
kailan mo bibitawan ang katiting
na pag-asa para sa kanya
at lingunin nalang ako
hawakan ang aking mga kamay
magpatuloy sa ating mga buhay
na tayo ang magkasama

Umaasa akong makita mo
ang halaga ko sayo
Nang sa gayon ay mapakawalan mo
ang lahat ng sakit na dinaranas mo
matukoy mo ang kahulugan ko sayo
Huwag mo sanang hayaan na na mapagod ako
at kusang umalis sa mga tabi mo
upang iwan ka at hayaan ka nalang.

Kung nasasaktan ka higit akong nasasaktan.
Hiling kong makita mo iyon
at buksan ang pintuan sa’yong puso
Hayaan mo sanang pakinggan
aking mahinahon na katok
at ako’y iyong papasukin
Upang mga luha mo’y aking tutuyuin.

Glimpse

Looking at the window
Waiting for you dear
It takes days
days become weeks
weeks becomes months
months becomes years
years becomes decades

Here I am,,,
still waiting for you
Glimpse me on my shady days
Please, Oh! Dear,
I was longing for you
I don’t know where you are
Still I am holding your promise
it is my resting heart
when I am about to give up
Your promises echoing into my ears
shouting your voice loudly
deep through my hearts

Oh, Dear! you know,,
How I missed you really,
Please glimpse me
to ease my loneliness
and wipes my tears
with your warm hand
softened my heart
I missed your hugs
it is my daily dose of comfort
Your smile is my repellent
on my moody swayed upside and down
You are the best view I had.

So, Dear! Glimpse me once
and feel me that you’re here
Brush my hair when I slept
Let’s sway on the swing together
Let’s walk on the breezy beach
and leave our footprints
Let’s dance under the rain
enjoy every drops that falling
Eat together in a view deck
while witnessing the sunrise
These are the memories
that would be an antique memoirs
to treasure forever
while waiting you dear.

Be my Thorn

You know my heartaches
Swollen my heart deeply
Leaves scars that shoned
Even the memories stayed

See the sadness in my eyes
Embedded of emotions
You may see me laughing
Deep within is breaking

A broken grandeur glass
Never be whole again
The magnificent of brokenness
Shines through the rays of light

Like a rose in a flower pot
Shine is gone and fading
When the sun is setting
And leaves a beautiful view

Be my Thorn and protects me
From the one wants to destroy
Be my Thorn and be my shield
From the one wants to hurt

Be my Thorn and stayed with me
To grow me beautifully with you
Be my Thorn and a decorations
To maintain the gorgeous of me

Be my Thorn to live with me
And never be alone
Be my Thorn to create memories
And lives in a beautiful pot

You are my Thorn
Saves from my heartaches
You are my Thorn
Decorated my scars

I am a rose with your thorn
Meet to be destined
Forever and eternal
With everlasting love

Maaari Ba???

Maaari bang samahan mo ako
na lakbayin ang baybayin na ito
na magkahawak ang ating mga kamay
at pinakikinggan ang alay kong tula sayo.

Maaari ba?
na magpanggap kang masaya
na kapiling ako.

Maaari ba?
na magpanggap kang mahal
mo ako kahit sandali lang.

???

Maaari ba na pakinggan mo?
ang bawat pintig ng aking puso
na tanging ikaw ang ritmo
sa isang musika na ikaw ang himig.

Maaari bang hiramin ko
ang kapirasong oras mo
at ialay mo muna ito sa akin
kahit sa sandaling segundo.

Maaari ba?

???

Sapagkat sa bawat oras na nalalabi ko
dito sa mundong ibabaw
ay humahaba at pakiwari ko’y
mahaba pa ang ilalagi ko dito.

Sapagkat sa bawat pintig ng aking puso
ay maaaring maupos gaya ng kandilang may sindi
at sa tuwing pakikinggan mo ito
yaring isang musikang tumutugtog
at saliw nito laan para sayo lamang.

Kung sakali mang ikaw
ay magpapanggap na mahal mo ako
pakiwari ko’y nasa alapaap ako
ninamnam ang makinang mong pagmamahal.

At sakali mang ako’y iyong samahan
na tahakin ang mahabang baybayin na ito
at pinakikinggan mo ang alay kong tula sayo
at magkahawak ang ating kamay.

Malugod kong tatanggapin ang pamamahinga
sa dulo ng baybaying ito.

Ako’y mamaalam na tangan ang saya at babaunin ang lahat ng lungkot at sakit.
Iiwan ang masasayang alaala
at umaasa ako na iyong ipagpapatuloy.

Sapagkat ako’y hahayo na,
Pagod na akong lumaban pa
ang sakit na gumugupo sa akin
at ang magpapahiwalay sa ating dalawa.

Huwag ka nang umiyak pa,
Tanggapin mo, na hanggang dito nalang ako.
Pagtangis mo sana ay ikubli nalang,
Huwag mo nang ipakita pa sa akin.

Maaari bang masilayan ko ang iyong mga ngiti
sa huling pagkakataon?
Hawakan mong mahigpit ang aking mga kamay
at hayaan mong kumawala ito
hanggang sa maupos ang aking paghinga.

Maaari ba? Mahal ko?

Never Ever

Looking at you
from afar
wondering
if we thought
same

but

then

I realized !!!
I am the only one
who thought this way.
I am the only one
who love you most.
I am the only one
who hopes for us.

Coz

It will never happens.
Never ever!!!

Pagsuyo

Pinilit kong unawain ka,
Kahit sa ito’y wala
akong mahinuha,

Pero,

Paano kita maintindihan,
Kung sa paglapit ko’y
lalo lang akong nabulid sa karimlan.

Good (Bye)

For the second time I saw you
My hands is so cold
My heart beat so fast
Mesmerize me again

There's a lots of memories
Coming back and replenish
The day that we are so happy
And a magnetic feelings

Same as yesterday
The first time I saw you
But things changed
The sparks are gone

I may missed you so much
But not like yesterday
I always say I love you
But changed when I saw you again

I admit that you hurt me so much
The pain that you engrave
Is still there in my heart
And left a scars that I may not forget forever

One I assure is my feelings changed
I don't know why you're coming back
Your words are full of foolishness
I don't feel the truthfulness on it

Sorry if I changed!

You thought me how to be strong
You thought me what love is
You thought me what is pain for

You know how I dreamed to be with you
You know how I planned my life with you
You know how much I love you

But, you left me alone!

I was so sad at that moment
I even lost myself
I even cried like a river
The fountain of tears are flowing

I walked in an unknown destination
Wishing that we crossed are path
But I promised in myself
That if thus happens
I am fiercely beautiful with dignity
And I am strong and firm

For the second time
The love is gone
The emotions are changed
There's no hate
Only fate that we aren't destined

One hugged are we showered together
Sign of forgiving and let go of emotions
Subside it,
Once again,
Goodbye to you, my dear one!

Hurt

When you’re a kid and you get hurt
You cried loud!
To know that you’re crying 
and felt that you’re in pain

Now that you’re an adult and get hurt
You silently crying!
To hide that you’re in pain
and nobody knows that you’re hurting.