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Hi, good day to everyone. Yeah it is midnight here and I am currently writing this. I don’t know why I am writing this. I just wanna explode the words dancing in my mind. It’s really bad that I am abusing myself in overthingking those things that it’s obvious that I don’t have nothing to do with. It’s a busy day for me dealing with young ones.

Here I am now writing, I don’t know if there’s a point. I just want to put and share this. How my baggages heavy, you know the feelings that you have to share it with your family but you have to declined it and keep it with you. Because you don’t want to bother them. And they know that you are stronger enough. But they forget that you are just human, that you may burnout, and needs to comfort too or just a hug. Or hear you out to express what’s inside your chest.

How I wish they saw me crying too, hear me crying. It is so nice how they adore you for being such a nice and independent person. A tough as they can see you out of your closet. But deep in it is the hiding you trying to be a strong woman and independent person coz you think it is right thing to do.

Awe, I think it is over. It is really I need to share it. I know that I am not alone battling this kind of situation. Being soft is good too, sometimes we have to show it. It is not degrading ourselves but it is a courage to deal with. To feel them that we need them too.

Something in Nothing

There’s something in nothing,
Clue for nothing is immense
What is something in nothing.
Glued for nothing is impeccable

Find out what it is in nothing
Thousands of emotions are hiding
To keep you important
Millions of reasons to treasure you

Hiding in nothingness is valued
To harness you with loved
To keep you grace and safe
In nothingness you are special

The something in nothing
Is not you to worry about
But to keep you calm
And not to hurt you.

Because in nothing
I keep you in touch
Waiting you to get cold
As I keep you warm in nothingness

Your Promises

I loved how you inked your promise
As you give me hope everyday
Your way to touch my soul
Endearing your promise

I loved how you castle your promise
As you moved the mountains
Crossing the oceans bravery
Building your promise

I loved how you strive hard
For your promises to me
To make me happy each day
Acquiring your promises

You know what is hurt in your promises
You painted, because you promised it
Not because you wants to grant it
You want to prove your promises
Not because you love it
But to colored what you paint.

Dull in a picture,
Like your promises, no texture
Full of hidden pain
Because promises,,,
Are meant to be broken,
Not meant to be fulfilled.

Forever Tomorrow

you are my paradise
 that I met from nowhere
 gives me a light from distant
 my darkened shadow fade away 
 and ignite golden light

you gave me hope
 to fill the crave of sunshine
 immense the waves of oceans
 feel the fine sand on the beach
 bestowed it’s gloomy pebbles
 
you are my paradise
 that I am going live forever
 longing for memories with you
 dear, please stay as my paradise
 and be my forever tomorrow

I met You

meeting you in paradise 
 makes me surprise
 my heart beats so fast
 my eyes are solenoid
 staring at you

one hello from you,
 was an ice breaker
 enough to wake me up
 from fantasizing you
 coz here you are

you are real 
 even more realistic
 when you shake my hand
 and leave a smile
 that engrave in my heart

Balang Araw

Balang araw hindi na ako luluha habang pinagmamasdan ka
 Sa larawan ng puno ng ating alaala at pangarap
 Balang araw hindi na ako hihikbi habang pinakikinggan
 Ang ating musika na himig nating dalawa

 Balang araw hindi na ako matutulala sa kalumbayan
 Habang ako ay nasa ating paboritong lugar
 Balang araw masisilayan din ang aking mga ngiti 
 At sigurado ako na di na ikaw ang dahilan ng aking mga ngiti

 Ikaw man ang dahilan ng pagkaguho ng aking mga pangarap
 Huwag kang mag-alala babangon ako at mangangarap muli
 Sisiguraduhin ko na di na ikaw bahagi nito
 Balang araw mangangarap akong muli para sa sarili ko

 Hindi na hihinto ang mundo ko para hintayin ka pang bumalik
 Balang araw kusa nalang akong maglalakad
 Hindi dahil sa pagod na akong hintayin ka
 Kundi dahil ito ang nararapat, tunguhin ang aking landas
 Na wala ka upang paglalakbay ko’y matagumpay
 Gaya ng nais ko.
 Balang araw!

Sometimes

Sometimes,

 You left of people without even noticing.
 You stop thinking of them every day.
 You stop waiting for them to reply to you.
 You stop allowing them to take up
 so much space in your life.

You move on,
 You go about your day without worrying about them.
 You stop expecting them to come back with an apology.
 You accept that they are no longer a part of your life.
 You just let them go,

 Simple as that!

Choose Someone who Choose You

Choose someone
 who wins your heart
 Choose someone
 who sees your worth

Someone that won't dismiss
 and not to bear you
 Someone that understands
 and appreciate you.

Choose someone 
 who stays and grow with you

Choose someone 
 who lay the foundations with you

Choose someone who choose you.

E-mail

an electronic mail
to send my virtual
hugs to you, dear

an electronic mail
to feel your warm
and feel your arms

an electronic mail
to send my emotions
and feel me important

an electronic mail
to feel me not alone
and you are there

an electronic mail
to touch my heart
and ignite my soul

an electronic mail
to holds our forever
and keep your promise
until we meet
and start to web
our dreams
you and i
together.

Why

When I learned
to wait,
Why you didn’t come?

When I learned
to be patient,
Why you give up?

When I learned
to love you,
Why you shun?

When you know
I loved you,
Why you loved someone?

This is an English version of “Bakit”. More power and Godbless. Keep safe always. – SnowHearT