My Star

You are my star at night
shining at my darkest
glow in my catastrophic mood
shade with gloomy shadow
invade of astounding light
shows how beautiful you are

Star that keeps glowing
hiding in clouds and keep shining
the bests view at night
thousands of light that I found
but you are brightest of them
my star that I found in this universe.

Be my Thorn

You know my heartaches
Swollen my heart deeply
Leaves scars that shoned
Even the memories stayed

See the sadness in my eyes
Embedded of emotions
You may see me laughing
Deep within is breaking

A broken grandeur glass
Never be whole again
The magnificent of brokenness
Shines through the rays of light

Like a rose in a flower pot
Shine is gone and fading
When the sun is setting
And leaves a beautiful view

Be my Thorn and protects me
From the one wants to destroy
Be my Thorn and be my shield
From the one wants to hurt

Be my Thorn and stayed with me
To grow me beautifully with you
Be my Thorn and a decorations
To maintain the gorgeous of me

Be my Thorn to live with me
And never be alone
Be my Thorn to create memories
And lives in a beautiful pot

You are my Thorn
Saves from my heartaches
You are my Thorn
Decorated my scars

I am a rose with your thorn
Meet to be destined
Forever and eternal
With everlasting love

Maaari Ba???

Maaari bang samahan mo ako
na lakbayin ang baybayin na ito
na magkahawak ang ating mga kamay
at pinakikinggan ang alay kong tula sayo.

Maaari ba?
na magpanggap kang masaya
na kapiling ako.

Maaari ba?
na magpanggap kang mahal
mo ako kahit sandali lang.

???

Maaari ba na pakinggan mo?
ang bawat pintig ng aking puso
na tanging ikaw ang ritmo
sa isang musika na ikaw ang himig.

Maaari bang hiramin ko
ang kapirasong oras mo
at ialay mo muna ito sa akin
kahit sa sandaling segundo.

Maaari ba?

???

Sapagkat sa bawat oras na nalalabi ko
dito sa mundong ibabaw
ay humahaba at pakiwari ko’y
mahaba pa ang ilalagi ko dito.

Sapagkat sa bawat pintig ng aking puso
ay maaaring maupos gaya ng kandilang may sindi
at sa tuwing pakikinggan mo ito
yaring isang musikang tumutugtog
at saliw nito laan para sayo lamang.

Kung sakali mang ikaw
ay magpapanggap na mahal mo ako
pakiwari ko’y nasa alapaap ako
ninamnam ang makinang mong pagmamahal.

At sakali mang ako’y iyong samahan
na tahakin ang mahabang baybayin na ito
at pinakikinggan mo ang alay kong tula sayo
at magkahawak ang ating kamay.

Malugod kong tatanggapin ang pamamahinga
sa dulo ng baybaying ito.

Ako’y mamaalam na tangan ang saya at babaunin ang lahat ng lungkot at sakit.
Iiwan ang masasayang alaala
at umaasa ako na iyong ipagpapatuloy.

Sapagkat ako’y hahayo na,
Pagod na akong lumaban pa
ang sakit na gumugupo sa akin
at ang magpapahiwalay sa ating dalawa.

Huwag ka nang umiyak pa,
Tanggapin mo, na hanggang dito nalang ako.
Pagtangis mo sana ay ikubli nalang,
Huwag mo nang ipakita pa sa akin.

Maaari bang masilayan ko ang iyong mga ngiti
sa huling pagkakataon?
Hawakan mong mahigpit ang aking mga kamay
at hayaan mong kumawala ito
hanggang sa maupos ang aking paghinga.

Maaari ba? Mahal ko?

Good (Bye)

For the second time I saw you
My hands is so cold
My heart beat so fast
Mesmerize me again

There's a lots of memories
Coming back and replenish
The day that we are so happy
And a magnetic feelings

Same as yesterday
The first time I saw you
But things changed
The sparks are gone

I may missed you so much
But not like yesterday
I always say I love you
But changed when I saw you again

I admit that you hurt me so much
The pain that you engrave
Is still there in my heart
And left a scars that I may not forget forever

One I assure is my feelings changed
I don't know why you're coming back
Your words are full of foolishness
I don't feel the truthfulness on it

Sorry if I changed!

You thought me how to be strong
You thought me what love is
You thought me what is pain for

You know how I dreamed to be with you
You know how I planned my life with you
You know how much I love you

But, you left me alone!

I was so sad at that moment
I even lost myself
I even cried like a river
The fountain of tears are flowing

I walked in an unknown destination
Wishing that we crossed are path
But I promised in myself
That if thus happens
I am fiercely beautiful with dignity
And I am strong and firm

For the second time
The love is gone
The emotions are changed
There's no hate
Only fate that we aren't destined

One hugged are we showered together
Sign of forgiving and let go of emotions
Subside it,
Once again,
Goodbye to you, my dear one!

I am that GIRL

I am the kind of girl,,,
Who is quiet in large groups
or around people I don’t know;
You only see the real me if we’re close.
I smile and laugh a lot,
Especially At the most inappropriate times.
I’m hopeless romantic.

I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet.
I am the hardest person to offend,
But it is all too easy to make me feel horrible.
I hate telling people about my problems;
They don’t need to worry about me.

I am the one who listens
to other people’s problems.
I believe people should not be judge
before one takes time to get know them,
yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing.

I love to think rather than talk.
I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange…
But this is ME!!!

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!!

Hurt

When you’re a kid and you get hurt
You cried loud!
To know that you’re crying 
and felt that you’re in pain

Now that you’re an adult and get hurt
You silently crying!
To hide that you’re in pain
and nobody knows that you’re hurting.

Butterflies

There was once butterfly
that have landed
on my shoulder.

After a while it flew away.
But it left colorful
dust on my shoulder.

Then I realize,
friends are like butterflies,

they come and go
but one thing is for sure.

It will surely leave
a colorful mark on our lives.

Thanks for being
one dozen butterflies
in my life.

Noise of Silence

Being a shy type person
don’t know how to create a noise
always distant myself
Being alone is heaven for me

Silence is my strength
To shout my emotions
Creating my noise in silence
Is magic to me

Silence makes me loud
To shout my pains
It is a healer for me
Wounds healed through silence

Silence has an inner peace
Where the noise is present
To hear my heart’s echoes
And feel every beat

Noise of silence is harmful
It will destroy you
Deeper through your mind and soul
To feel your wounds

Create my noise through my silence
Is wonderful I make
To prove that I can rock my world
Enough to disturbs you

And know that I exists
I can be who am I
My silence was my noise
That you can be called

Your Promises

Heard your words
Make me feel worthy
Your words is my law
Make me feel secure.

You open my heart
Using your key
I entrusted it to you
My life and my soul.

The wavelengths
Of your pavements
Is crossing the borders
Towards me with love.

Your promised forever
Always be my strength
To put my trusts on you
I always love you.

I appreciate every single
Act you’ve done to show it
You make my world shine
Gives me hope.

Concealed

Hiding from your soul
It makes me feel incomplete
Needs your body and soul.

#Haiku